This is a part of my life that none of my friends or family members know about. The same reason why I am so reluctant to put it out here. I have literally never been more skeptical ever about anything. 2013, 10th std one of the most important years in school life. It was the first time I was ever attending tuition classes and was trying to get adjusted to it. One fine day at 5.30 in the evening, mom got a call from my cousin brother Abhi. He is two yrs older than me, my maternal cousin who lives in our hometown. He was asking my mom about gift suggestions for his little brother. Mom handed over the phone to me, I rejected it as I was running late to meet tuition friends for some chit chats before class. By 7 pm some of my mom’s friends came over to the class and took me home. I asked them what had happened and they didn't say anything. I came home to a hell load of people at my house and I feared the worst. Even when dad told me that Abhi is no more, it just didn’t sink in....