I have contemplated a lot since the past few years that, should I actually come out publicly about it. It may hurt someone else's feelings or you may feel that I am a weakling. Just figured it out that all if it doesn't matter and what matters is the fact that at the end of this ..maybe there is the slightest chance that maybe I could help someone out. So, here is my version of my story so far. 8 years ago I tried to commit suicide. I didn't consider the consequences because I didn't care or think about anyone else other than me. The emotional, mental stress and pain were unbearable, so one fine day I decided to be selfish enough to do it. It involved a lot of blood and a few stitches. One thing i realized..never die in pain ..it should be peaceful you know. So when I saw the blood and it started paining like hell ...i realized that probably ye nhi karna chiaye tha. By God's grace, I have always had someone who always knew what i am going through. ...